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  • Handmade 1st Release of Bella Trout: Girl Particular
    Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Comes in a fabric pocket held closed with a safety pin.

    Contents include, but not limited to:
    1 Plain white CD
    3 Crayons (for coloring on the CD ;)
    1 full color 12 page lyric booklet bound with a ribbon. :)
    Just enough glitter sparkle.
    Sorry, kitten not included.

    Each CD is gently hugged before being shipped.

    Handmade by Bella Trout with help from her lovely friends.
    All artwork by Bella Trout.
    Please purchase to help me cover the $25,000 cost of gender confirmation surgery. :)

    Includes unlimited streaming of Bella Trout: Girl Particular via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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Oh here comes that phobia again,
I really can’t take this hate
My bladder is about to explode
Where is a safe place I can let myself go?

My mother never took me shopping for bras
Cuz she couldn’t believe who I was
Memories of childhood can be haunting
Cuz I couldn’t be who I was

There is so much that I am afraid of
I want to run, run away from it all
But this body follows me wherever I go
There is only one escape from it all

Run, Run away,
The Castro, Run away

As Harvey Milk would say “You gotta give ‘em hope.”
We all can cry and we all can laugh
We all need something that’s worth living for
It can be as small as a friend who makes us laugh.


from Bella Trout: Girl Particular, released October 3, 2015



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Bella Trout Albuquerque, New Mexico

Bella Trout: Girl Particular is cute kitties, warm tea, cool breezy nights, Fuzzy teddy bears, pajamas, gentle sounds, and brute noise. She is an auditory, visual, and sensual artist.

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