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    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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  • Handmade 1st Release of Bella Trout: Girl Particular
    Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Comes in a fabric pocket held closed with a safety pin.

    Contents include, but not limited to:
    1 Plain white CD
    3 Crayons (for coloring on the CD ;)
    1 full color 12 page lyric booklet bound with a ribbon. :)
    Just enough glitter sparkle.
    Sorry, kitten not included.

    Each CD is gently hugged before being shipped.

    Handmade by Bella Trout with help from her lovely friends.
    All artwork by Bella Trout.
    Please purchase to help me cover the $25,000 cost of gender confirmation surgery. :)

    Includes unlimited streaming of Bella Trout: Girl Particular via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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lyrics

There is this crawlspace that is inside of my body,
I don’t even know exactly what it is hiding
There is this crawlspace inside of my body
And people are afraid of finding

Jump into it and start digging
Looking for the secrets under the dirt
Hidden with hope of no return
Past friends, foes, fetishes, and flirts

I buried broken hearts, and I buried mended hearts

My closet it over flowed,
So I buried them under my temple
Thought they’d be gone for good
But it turns out it just ain’t that simple

I buried loneliness, and I buried illness

Hidden so close apart
My skeletons reanimate
Making noise under the floor boards
Secrets self-elucidate

I buried my personality, I buried my identity

There is this crawlspace that’s inside of my body
And I am starting to find exactly what it is hiding

credits

from Bella Trout: Girl Particular, released October 3, 2015

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Bella Trout Albuquerque, New Mexico

Bella Trout: Girl Particular is cute kitties, warm tea, cool breezy nights, Fuzzy teddy bears, pajamas, gentle sounds, and brute noise. She is an auditory, visual, and sensual artist.

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