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    3 Crayons (for coloring on the CD ;)
    1 full color 12 page lyric booklet bound with a ribbon. :)
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    Sorry, kitten not included.

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    Handmade by Bella Trout with help from her lovely friends.
    All artwork by Bella Trout.
    Please purchase to help me cover the $25,000 cost of gender confirmation surgery. :)

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Drunks talkin’ bout the point of livin’
Sayin’ everyone is takin’ instead of givin’
Tryin’ to figure out why we’re all here
Maybe it will come to them after one more beer
Students read about the point of life
Thoughts so thick you could cut them with a knife
Tryin’ to understand the words of the greek,
Has made their modern minds week

And there are some who say, say they got it right
And now there faith has made them pick a fight
People so obsessed with why we’re livin’
Have caused a lot of killin’

I’ve been trying to sleep for 9 days
But I am just stuck in a fucked up phase
I’m the gal the doesn’t give a fuck
I live for free and I don’t believe in luck
Moving through life day by day
Just trying to avoid a rut

My friends are always looking to rage
But they never stop to smell the sage
Life is fun when you give up the wheel
Making your time here not such a big deal

My parents think they know my correct path
Which I have followed in fear of their wrath
But I have seen how they’ve hurt my past
Because they’ve been pushing me too damn fast

Human being so beautiful and random
Possibility is an infinite sum
We can be anything we want to be
It will take more than words to hide this from me

Here I am thinking about the point of living
I’ve got a long road with only a little drivin’
A path everyone is givin’ and I’m the only one takin’
Embrace your difference and we can get along
Nobody is correct if everybody is wrong
We can all live, Happy, Beautiful, and Long


from Bella Trout: Girl Particular, released October 3, 2015



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Bella Trout Albuquerque, New Mexico

Bella Trout: Girl Particular is cute kitties, warm tea, cool breezy nights, Fuzzy teddy bears, pajamas, gentle sounds, and brute noise. She is an auditory, visual, and sensual artist.

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